This post has the same title as the first post in my venting blog, which I've had for several years now.
It's very reassuring to see I haven't felt like that since March.
The fact that my bouts of "depression" have become less regular is part of the reason why I created this blog. (I use the quotation marks because in no way am I implying that I have diagnosed depression or that occasionally feeling down - even hellishly so - equates to an actual mental disorder.)
I have always had at least a partial interest in keeping journals and diaries, and this is legitimately the least messy and prone-to-be-found way of doing it. Writing on a screen is a lost more comfortable for me than paper.
And while I've maintained that what I like to call my "angst-blog" is reserved for only when I'm at my lowest, I decided to start another blog, more of a general thing where I could put down my thoughts. This way I don't have to see my worst parts whenever I scroll into the wrong post between general ideas, but I can go back and look how far I've come since several of the posts on I'll sleep when I'm dead.
I'm thinking I might include various projects I'm working on as well as my studies and the things I do in my daily life. If I keep up with this - even irregularly - I already know from experience it will be lovely to read my thoughts later.
Like the previous blog, I'm making this one visible only to me, and unreachable via search engines.
(At least for now.)
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