#17

We're approaching 20 posts! I feel like that's such an awesome achievement, oh god.

This year's O'Diako cruise was this week. I had lots of fun - my costume turned out great, and also warm even though I had to continuously go outside to cool down because of my duct tape binder but still - and we met some awesome people and danced a lot. Also, I got to eat at Montis and Max and I bought the backpack I wanted from Urban Outfitters. The only thing I'm a bit bummed about is that I couldn't really afford an awesome Marvel heroes face collage shirt - that would've been so epic to own! It cost nearly 50€ though, so the only way I could've afforded it would have been if I'd skipped on buying the backpack, and since that was basically the main thing I wanted to buy at UO it wouldn't really have made a lot of sense... maybe I'll order it online after my birthday or something.

Stressing out a bit about summer jobs and trainee periods (mainly, my lack of position for either of those). I always feel a grudge for my mother about reminding me of them constantly, but really again it's about my unwillingness to go for anything and reluctance to put myself out there even enough to make a call about an internship that the church will literally get money for, eh. Oh well. I'll try. I've been a horribly neglectful person and haven't replied to any of my teachers' emails about the interning positions. Ehehe...he.

I got my Thor and Avengers DVD's back from R! It was horrible, as soon as I lent them to her I had this really, really strong urge to see both of them for myself! I also gave her money, so she could maybe buy me some Marvel merch or comics, if there's any at the Disney store she's going to.

Today I went to do the last of the archiving work I was doing for my dad, scratched his car a bit (ouch) and planned our youth leader meeting for Monday with a worker from church. It's so calming for me to have a pre-made plan for these things so I can prepare myself mentally. I'm kind of a plan-oriented person who likes to agree on ways to do things beforehand, even though in some situations I can wing it as well. Mostly I feel a lot more comfortable - especially in unfamiliar circumstances, places or groups of people - if we have a plan.

Anyway, that's pretty much everything on my mind today! Oh, also, I have almost 80 followers on tumblr. now? I lost a few on twitter though, because I've been tweeting so sporadically this week. (Also, a good few are promotional / self-promoting accounts, and when I don't follow them back, I think they just go back to not following me. Who knows. I don't really keep track of who unfollows when - I kind of don't even want to know, to be honest.)

Time to debate between watching Thor and playing Super Mario 3D Land!!